lots of hw, and subjects like literature are so different from that of secondary school. i wasnt really prepared for all these; things gettin outta my control. having bmt trainings so many times a week make things worse. plus double sessions of rly tiring PE a week. im really tired. i failed my techinical lit test badly, and now, somtimes, i cant even understand lit lessons. everyone arnd me says they cant too, and that it's okay. but i guess i just cant take it. broke down, and im kinda lost now. like im useless, 我灰心了。 it's gonna take sm time before i pick myself up again.

stayed at home the whole day today to finish up my hw. and im so darn tired. so much work. sigh. and im havin trouble catchin up with my subjects now. sighs. so yep. gonna go off now. i dont have the mood nor time nor effort to blog. the tot of monday [PE AND TRAINING] and thereafter tuesday [ONLY ONE HR OF BREAK] dampens my mood further. sigh.

=jinghui=

Labels: things arent and will never be the same.

great; it's monday again. meaning:

1. stupid PE and training back to back; damn sian.
2. tuesday is coming. 745-415pm, only ONE damn hour of break. it's torture; complete torture. sighs.

im gonna brood on mon and tue.

somebody tell me why did i make this choice. i regret it now. but if i didnt... i wouldnt have met you;

i miss you.

=jinghui=

Labels: 一辈子的承诺

i love piggybacks. (: i love hugs too. hahhhh.

i love flowers and plants! if only it didnt come with insects and all. today was loves. (: hehhehhhh! such a significant and happy day it is!

happy birthday, daddy!!! XD

=jinghui=

Labels: i love you; i couldnt be any more sure than this. (:

lol. i find that pretty amusing. the jinghui chronicles? lols.

time, as usual, flew past and im too darn lazy to blog abt everything. i cant even rmb much. lols. but PE was damn tiring. i mean. i think i exercise too much. lols. that's SO not good, cos i dont wanna be muscle woman. sighs. >X( damndamndamn.

i just did a little expression at my parents , and they laughed. XD lol. i dont know why, but ppl (everybody! =\) gets easily amused by my expressions. and my laughter. i dunno, maybe i look funny. [or sha sha, to sm1. =\] and ms sharmini says my laughter is funny, and she claims that when she see me laugh she wanna laugh too. [she did.] XD oh wells. i guess it's a good thing that i make ppl happy. (: at the expense of me being laughed at. lol.

PW was damn funny!!! really fun!!! (: it was so hilarious i tell you. deb, teddy and me were in one group. and thaddeus has such crazy ideas, all of us laughed non stop. [insert ms sharmini johnson, who finds my laughter amusing. XD] i mean, it was jus damn funny. specs wipers and stuff, and my drawing implied sth else and all of us laughed like shit. and what, 5-in-1 comb. thats damn gross. teddy, now we all know who you really are. XD then it was sm question thing. funny, all sorts of crazy ideas frm everyone. XD

"what's one thing you would like to extinct from this world?"
"fats. and cellulite."

everyone voted for my answer. XD hahahahahhh.

had two lunch dates with debbie this week! (: and oh! told 35/08 cheesy pick up lines. and roy said one accidently to sm1. my goodness. XD he tried so hard to defend himself, that poor chap. XD and ernest told everyone a little sth abt the word "cougar" that leaves all of us aghast and highly amused thruout the day. XD mans, my class guys are simply entertaining. looks can be so deceiving. XD [and ernest, dont you use the f*** word okay, tsk tsk, so crude!] oh. and dawn is terrible. XD so many dirty jokes. XD hahahahhhh. and she said im innocent. look debbie lim! obviously someone thinks im pure and innocent, you simply malign me! hahahahh. XD

im in a i-wanna-grumble-about-pe mood now. the thought of it makes me damn sianx. i wan my PAE pe teachers. :( sigh. and MY GOD. some of my teachers are....sigh. i dont know. im speechless. i mean. why cant tchs admit they're wrong when they are? they're human too, why the ego? when they do tt i jus simply look down on them, cos we're supposed to admit we're wrong when WE ARE. to err is human. pride gets in their way. or hmmm. maybe they know they're jus terrible. and wants to just go past the mistake. yuks. sigh.

today..... was loves. (: but i shall stay home tomoro. and sunday is a special day! cos it's my darling daddy's day. [alliteration (:] gonna wake up early to surprise him. and dear's gonna help me with it. (: hehehehhhh. and cindy's cming back! (: cant wait. though now im kinda used to such a small class. when they come back, nid to get used to it agn. oh wells. and wa lao, jc so ex. everything also money money money. -.-" sighs.

some dates to look forward to!
1. 23/03/08. daddy's bdae.
2. 24/03/08. cindy's bdae. (:
3. 25/03/08. cindy returns frm italy. then i can contact her!!! (:
4. 01/04/08. vegetarian over!!! XD
5. 04/04/08. the day im no longer non existence. hmph.

well. im eyeing the oh so many emails. and haven checked my frenster for ages. so yepp. off i go. (:

i wanna watch step up 2. ._.

=jinghui=

Labels: dearling. (:

im feeling teary-eyed and sad. after reading cindy and waner's blogs. but funny thoughts abt them keep popping into my mind and they're making me smile. XD like the way cindy demands i listen in lectures, or the way waner demands she's tall.

cindy, we shall watch sky of love together. and any other shows you wanna watch. we shall sob together like nobody's business. we shall bawl, ignore the stares of others. [okay. maybe i'll be the one causing ppl to stare, nt you. since i cry frm start to end of love movies usually. XD XD XD ] and i demand that you cry when you read the letter and see the present in Italy/on the plane. cant cry also must squeeze out a tear or two. lols. And oh my goodness gracious me. YAH LAH, i will PAY ATTENTION and NOT SLEEP during lectures okay!? lol. you are seriously damn "cheong hae". so naggy! my goodness. XD and have you practiced the duet?! and oh my goodness. interview and analysis. such direct words, cindy! i think you freaked him out. he reads you guys' blogs, dude. XD

waner. if only. if only we could put down all our obligations and do what you and cindy said. to live everyday like children, carefree, with stars in the skies. [cindy, are u sure you wan shootin stars? what if it's a meteorite and it lands on us?!] XD and i'll be more than happy to share my stitch softtoys with all of you. :( and i dont mind cam-whoreing if wanyi insists. i mean. the place we'd be would be beautiful; like sm pretty grass plains. (: with many pretty flowers of all kinds. oh and sweetheart. when i first read your blog i tot "you're busy think of how to pluck our eyes out". oh my, i kinda widen my eyes in surprise at the screen. lol. I MISS YOU, LOWWANER. :( (and yes, you're taller than a penguin if you insist. XD)

right. so cindy's in Italy now. while im stuck in this sunny little island called Singapore dreading monday as school starts officially MUGGING. oh dear oh my. well let's see. this holiday flew past. literally.

monday. CCAB. went to watch matches, pilot pen bmt competition. i rotted, gt lost after tt too. SHEESH.

tuesday. i forgot what i did. OH YES. went AMK library to study with belle, ting and tracy. (: ting, i demand to go ur hse to play wii! :(

wednesday. went shopping, but in no avail to get my stuff. :( oh wells. a pretty day though :D loves loves loves!

thursday. training in the morning, piano, then dinner. (:

friday. lunch with ex-boss, then piano recital at 6pm. i think fireworks, small and big wind are pretty songs. (: first 3 songs were good too.

today. icecream! (: and piano. and dinner. loves loves loves. X)

and oh! random facts.
1.im not done with my holiday hw. *curse and swear*
2.im searchin desperately for pretty flats. saw a lovely pair [i wasnt the first to see!] at kate spade! he kinda fainted when he saw the price. abt 500 bucks; feel the pinch?
3.rainy days these few days make me gloomy and moody.
4. vegetarian HALF WAY THERE!!! im SO SO SO gonna eat 2 piece chicken the day im free i tell you.

=jinghui=

Labels: guilt.

so so much have happened, im rly too darn lazy to type. well friday i went back mf, with weicheong, debbie, muji and shihan. :D was pretty fun to catch up and see juniors, although alot of new faces. then yah, went training, and team dinner. (:

saturday, happy birthday, tanyenlin! (: and 080308 is a special day for me. really memorable, but i wont say what. cos it's a like a brand new beginning for me, a new chapter in my life. im keepin my fingers and toes crossed it'll be like no other. ate pastamania, thank goodness they have VEGETARIAN. ate one of my fav dish; al funghi. hee. yums. (: and italian soda's nice too! wore pretty pretty earrings today too while stars fell on me. 71 stars, to be exact. heh. too poignant? im nt gonna say ath else more.

oh and my daddy bought SUNFLOWERS!!! im so so happy. cos they make me happy. hee. i decided to study in front of them. so that when i get fed up i'll look up. hah. XD

met cindy today too. any info, go read her blog. i wanna go eat my veggie bread now. hehhh. XD

=jinghui=

Labels: i'll try not to rely too much on you; i'll do that 7 years later. (:

"All good things come to an end, too too soon. Dearly beloved, I miss you all so much. My dearest Cindy, please do not cry anymore. When I see your upset look during choir just now, it made me feel like crying too. I love you very very much dearest. It's not that I dont feel upset, its just that, I have experienced goodbyes so many times that I feel rather immuned now, & also, this was a rather expected outcome since long, long ago. I know we all didnt want things to turn out this way. We all share a special bond & it's definitely not easy to come so far & then throw it all away. All those times we spent doing nothing at nexus, laughing & crying at nothing & everything, watching movies, talking on & on about red bean, electrocuted, 21 year old & too tired today; they were definitely memorable. Even though we all have to move on with life now, I'm glad we had those lovely memories & our PAE was made so memorable. Maybe, that's all that matters because nothing lasts forever, it is those memories that will see us through (: Someone once told me, dont be upset because its over, be glad because it once happened. & I'm glad I met three lovelies (: I love you all <3"

there's nth much i can say, teowanyi. you stole all my sentences in one paragraph, leaving me teary. all that i can say is i cherished those moments, and i love you my sweetheart. :'( shall we go celebrate cindy's bdae together after she returns frm the land of italians?

=jinghui=

Labels: i love you teowanyi. i know our friendship'll go a long way. (:

i read your blog and there's so many mention of my name so i decided nt to tag your board to reply but a post instead. XD firstly. hanahh. i only grade 6 piano mah, nt like you grade8 ler, of cos play lalala love song nt tt accurate. XD and stop demanding for your score, i alrdy passed it to you. XD and of cos it's a pretty song, otherwise i wont like it for so long. (:

secondly. im so glad you're nt that upset anymore. but i sense you're still a teeny weeny bit down. maybe cos of the fact tt you gonna spent your bdae weirdly. "this is the first time i dont look forward to my birthday." once you said this line a few days back i started planning on how i can cheer you up and hence the crazy idea of making you bring your present to italy. i know it'll be bit troublesome bt jus bring okay. i cant be there to celebrate with you, bt i did all i could alrdy; so open the present and letter only on your birthday okay. i cant think of ath else sweet to make you happy on your bdae. :D rmb to follow the instructions! i sure hope you cry cos i killed quite alot of braincells over this. lols.

thirdly, yes i know the flowers are really nice. i mean. the shock on your face wrote it in bright, flashing NEON lights like in the streets of tokyo at night. XD and yes, i'll let you guys meet smday. when you come back to sg, and when waner and wanyi is free. (:

oh, and PAE period is over, welcome to jc life sweetheart. XD and im sure you can pass that audition tomoro, miss i-DSA-in-one! XD

=jinghui=

Labels: you know i'll always be there for you my dear piano buddy cindy. :D

rahh. i have this addiction to the piano. so does cindy. everytime we have breaks, we'll go to the piano in the hall. then we'll play some random songs. (: it's like we're so addicted to it luh. geez. XD and well. cindy demanded to go to the washroom so yep. we took a photo there. typical of us, huh. (:

and my sweetheart cindy; life doesnt always go the way we want it or plan it to be. i know how you feel, cos dont forget im gg thru the same thing as you do. just that the tears dont come. maybe bcos i alrdy know it'll happen, that everyone will walk away, that things wont be the same. but well. at the end of the day, at least, no matter how short the time spent together was, there're beautiful memories. and on the bright side, you still have me! so dont cry my sweetheart! it was heartwrenching seeing you cry. :( and yes, i miss all of them too. :(

it's pretty tiring making so many grps of frens. cos you're forced to move on with life and frens go seperate or diff ways. which makes me feel anguished. just like 33/08. :( we bonded. within such a short time, we really did. and now, we're all living our own lives. i dont know if 35/08 will be the same, and there're onli 15 ppl. sighs. im keeping my fingers crossed. sounds pretty melodramatic and melancholic, but after today cindy pretty much gave me some food for thought. oh no, sighs.

today a few of us went NYP to have lunch. me, debbie, cindy, ernest, thaddeus, roy. it was pretty funny, and my goodness, thaddeus please please please PLEASE STOP mugging everywhere you go! and why cant you put that funny DJ pic as your wallpaper? lol. it makes me happy when i see it cos he looks so stupid. XD and ernest stop telling econs stuff to thaddeus. i couldnt even eat my ice-kachang in peace. lols. XD im glad at least, the slightest least, a grp of us are actually bonding.

and i saw fiona and rongqian at NYP today!!! (: it was nice to see them again cos i missed them pretty much. fiona was coincidentally, bt i met up with rongqian for a while. we rly need to find a day to have lunch together luh you! hmph. i bet you gt so much to tell me right rq. (: love you bucket loads!

oh, and today is vegetarian day 5. 25 more days to go!!! [and stop laughing at me, denning tanyiren. lols.]

and this was the leftover frm my lunch with nikki, cindy and gang a few days back. i forgot to post the pics. (: it was 3 peas, and it ended up into a face. -.-"


cant see? the chopsticks' the eyebrows, peas' eyes and nose, and spoon the mouth and tongue -.-" told you i have entertaining friends. XD

=jinghui=

Labels: you leave me bewildered.

here goes.
yah, since my literature theme is "imagining other worlds".... X)
please tell me it looks like a cute alien in its spaceship :D


our trip to find waner! waner's uni look like aj's frm the photos luh.

waner, me, cindy, nicholas and wanyi (:
wanyi, cindy and me.

Labels: no matter how short the time spent together was., some things are unforgettable

me, waner and wanyi had a fun day at wanyi'se hse!
me, wanyi and waner. (:
i love you low waner! :( i miss you, you bum.
me and waner!
me and waner once again on wanyi's BIG beanbag. we struggled. XD
me and waner ate dinner at pastamania. (: she claims shorter straw's hers, longer straw's mine since im taller and she's shorter. XD



nikki, cindy, me and jerm in ajc uni. (:
us again. (:

=jinghui=


my beloved aj bmt team. (: even cindy's envious of us, saying that we're really close. i couldnt agree more. :D
us at pastamania (:
on the train!

Labels: ajc bmt team is loves. (:

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